How do they do it

How does someone manage to believe in God? 

It's to me what people say Devil worship is, I mean aren't there better rewarding hobbies??  

I've tried thinking that maybe college and any after high school education can make someone a little bit curious but only mostly make people more  religious. You know at at school they say study hard and have god by your side.  

The whole community has this thing that if a person believes in god, he/she is pretamed such that  they cannot be as wild as they think atheists and securalists are believed to be. Stuff like oh he really can't do bad things to me, he's a christian damn it! But so was God and he murdered millions to save a few, yet he had other means of saving. 

So you see how, if you have to...you know...get a chick, first you have to be very Christholic, next you have to believe the doctrines so you just don't say it, you too believe so people don't have to ask and convincing people you're a christian involves ofcourse doing the stupid things god did, so there you are a christian, and almost out of college. When you finally graduate, you keep the believes because somehow you got lost and fully   swallowed the indoctrination you were fed that God made you and can destroy and you can't stand up to him lest you prefer eternal fire whilist others will be eating apples and signing all day, Now I wonder which is a punishment, fire or the act of singing , come on it's tiresome, after a while you tire but will god listen, Just make me burn instead, atleast I won't be needing energy, It's the fire working not me and my jaws singing....just joking , try playing with fore and compare it to a break time of apple juice . cold and fresh....but I still know that god ain't there, and you too, only you can't drop the belief, it means life to you